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  She was lying. She couldn’t see my face. It was too dark.

  ‘Don’t you think we ought to go inside?’ I said. ‘Rocky wanted to see you—’

  ‘That—,’ she said. ‘I know what he wants, but he’ll never get it again. Nobody else will, either.’

  ‘What?’ I said.

  ‘Don’t you know?’

  ‘Don’t I know what.’ I said.

  ‘What Rocky wants.’

  ‘Oh—’ I said. ‘Sure. It just dawned on me.’

  ‘That’s all any man wants,’ she said, ‘but that’s all right. Oh, I didn’t mind giving it to Rocky; he was doing me as much of a favour as I did him—but suppose I get caught?’

  ‘You’re not just thinking of that, are you?’ I asked.

  ‘Yes, I am. Always before this time I was able to take care of myself. Suppose I do have a kid?’ she said. ‘You know what it’ll grow up to be, don’t you. Just like us.’

  ‘I don’t want that,’ she said. ‘Anyway, I’m finished. I think it’s a lousy world and I’m finished. I’d be better off dead and so would everybody else. I ruin everything I get around. You said so yourself.’

  ‘When did I say anything like that?’

  ‘A few minutes ago. You said before you met me you never even thought of failing …Well, it isn’t my fault. I can’t help it. I tried to kill myself once, but I didn’t and I’ve never had the nerve to try again …You want to do the world a favour? …’ she asked.

  I did not say anything, listening to the ocean slosh against the pilings, feeling the pier rise and fall, and thinking that she was right about everything she had said.

  Gloria was fumbling in her purse. When her hand came out it was holding a small pistol. I had never seen the pistol before, but I was not surprised. I was not in the least surprised.

  ‘Here—’ she said, offering it to me.

  ‘I don’t want it. Put it away,’ I said. ‘Come on, let’s go back inside. I’m cold—’

  ‘Take it and pinch-hit for God,’ she said, pressing it into my hand. ‘Shoot me. It’s the only way to get me out of my misery.’

  ‘She’s right,’ I said to myself. ‘It’s the only way to get her out of her misery.’ When I was a little kid I used to spend the summers on my grandfather’s farm in Arkansas. One day I was standing by the smokehouse watching my grandmother making lye soap in a big iron kettle when my grandfather came across the yard, very excited. ‘Nellie broke her leg,’ my grandfather said. My grandmother and I went over the stile into the garden where my grandfather had been ploughing. Old Nellie was on the ground whimpering, still hitched to the plough. We stood there looking at her, just looking at her. My grandfather came back with the gun he had carried at Chickamauga Ridge. ‘She stepped in a hole,’ he said, patting Nellie’s head. My grandmother turned me around, facing the other way. I started crying. I heard a shot. I still hear that shot. I ran over and fell down on the ground, hugging her neck. I loved that horse. I hated my grandfather. I got up and went to him, beating his legs with my fists …Later that day he explained that he loved Nellie too, but that he had to shoot her. ‘It was the kindest thing to do,’ he said. ‘She was no more good. It was the only way to get her out of her misery …’

  I had the pistol in my hand.

  ‘All right,’ I said to Gloria. ‘Say when.’

  ‘I’m ready.’

  ‘Where?—’

  ‘Right here. In the side of my head.’

  The pier jumped as a big wave broke.

  ‘Now?—’

  ‘Now.’

  I shot her.

  The pier moved again, and the water made a sucking noise as it slipped back into the ocean. I threw the pistol over the railing.

  One policeman sat in the rear with me while the other one drove. We were travelling very fast and the siren was blowing. It was the same kind of a siren they had used at the marathon dance when they wanted to wake us up.

  ‘Why did you kill her?’ the policeman in the rear seat asked.

  ‘She asked me to,’ I said.

  ‘You hear that, Ben?’

  ‘Ain’t he an obliging bastard?’ Ben said, over his shoulder.

  ‘Is that the only reason you got?’ the policeman in the rear seat asked.

  ‘They shoot horses, don’t they?’ I said.

  … may God

  have mercy

  on your

  soul …

  A Biography of Horace McCoy

  Horace Stanley McCoy (1897–1955) was an American author whose hardboiled novels documented Americans’ hardships during the Depression and post-war periods. His most famous work, They Shoot Horses, Don’t They?, was made into a film starring Jane Fonda and directed by Sidney Pollack.

  McCoy was born on April 14, 1897, in Pegram, Tennessee, and grew up in Nashville. His father was a traveling salesman, and the family didn’t have much money. Although he was an avid reader, McCoy never finished high school. After a move to Dallas, Texas, he joined his father in sales at age sixteen.

  McCoy worked as a traveling salesman through his teens, then joined the United States Army Air Corps. During World War I, he flew missions in France as a navigator and aerial photographer. He earned the Croix de Guerre from the French government after piloting a plane safely home despite suffering two bullet wounds. After the war, McCoy returned to Dallas and took up journalism. As a reporter, he exaggerated and invented details to make his stories more interesting, leading to frequent dismissals from Dallas papers. During this time he also met and married his first wife, Loline Sherer, with whom he had one son. He would later divorce and marry twice more, and had two children with his third wife, Helen Vinmont.

  By the mid-1920s, McCoy’s interest in storytelling led him to publish his first fiction. Through the 1930s, he published more than a dozen crime and detective stories in Black Mask, a popular monthly pulp fiction magazine that was also printing the work of Raymond Chandler and Dashiell Hammett at the time.

  In 1931, McCoy moved to Hollywood to try his hand at acting. Though he failed to gain much notice as a leading man, the author did have some success writing script scenarios for the big studios. One such project described characters participating in a dance marathon; that scenario became the basis of his first novel, They Shoot Horses, Don’t They? (1935). The novel distills many hallmarks of McCoy’s writing, including a tough style, wry observations of class disparity in the 1930s, and a hard look at the dehumanizing effects of poverty. They Shoot Horses fared better with European audiences than with American readers, a trend that McCoy would see throughout his writing career.

  After the publication of They Shoot Horses, McCoy returned to screenwriting, churning out scripts for successful westerns such as The Trail of the Lonesome Pine and brooding noirs such as Persons in Hiding. He also continued writing novels, most notably Kiss Tomorrow Goodbye (1948), considered one of his best. That same year, McCoy suffered a mild heart attack. Though he resumed working, his health declined and in 1955, he died of a third heart attack while at home in Beverly Hills.

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, businesses, companies, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  copyright © 1935 by Horace McCoy

  cover design by Andrea C. Uva

  978-1-4532-4672-6

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